Just Dreaming

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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
 
"If you're not excited about your life, you should be, Matthew. Everything is going even better than planned."
This is somewhat true.

Ugh, it seems the more I talk myself out of someone I barely know, the more likely she is to present herself again. With the haunting question thus posed, "what if she said yes?" I hate that. You know the type. Passionate, physical, lively. If she was some useless bitch instead, you wouldn't have to bother asking yourself that question. Ugh.