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Saturday, March 13, 2004
What cracks me up about Rod Serling is... There he is, standing there in all his 5' 4 * 1/2" brilliance, with a smoking cigarette in his hand! Introducing an episode of the Twilight Zone, one cigarette in his four packs a day habit. And he died at what, 51... Anyway, a ***way*** too short life. I think all the sun he took had a bit of influence too. A warning, for the sun worshipers out there, from The Twilight Zone. {I still maintain, Rod Serling and Dodger great, pitcher Sandy Koufax, look a lot alike. Especially in the late 50s, early 60s....} Why put out your smokeable, just because you're doing the intro to your weekly series? Sterling's great.... "All of you"... he points to us viewers with his cigarette.. "have just entered The Twilight Zone." Like Fallen Angel? Try Falling Angels. Better yet, Brimful Of Asha. - "Everybody needs a bossom for a pillow. Everybody needs a bossom." Thursday, March 11, 2004
"He walked the Earth without a heart." - Rod Serling, 1961, Deaths-Head Revisited Serling was such a genius!!! Dammmmmmmmmmm! I wish The Twilight Zone had aired a thousand years. {And maybe it will, loved by those like me.} The man had guts with his genius.  That was *bizarre*. Sitting in a meeting with one of the loveliest females I've ever known sitting right across from me. However talking the most, was one of the most monstrous women I have ever known. Ahhhh! Agony and ecstacy. A handful of women have been key to some of the happiest times in my life. Each appeared out of nowhere, completely unexpected and not sought. It was one of those "there is hope" relationships. So when it ended so sadly, what is one to think? Maybe, don't let yourself be fooled, it's just a trick. Then there are always the "OK now I have this, see, like everyone else" types of relationships... Which in a way are not so bad. At least they're more real than the "dream" sorts of relationships, and usually longer lasting too. I'm still working on giving up hope (*that* sort of hope - the now ever more soiled, tired, fantastic hope.) Tuesday, March 09, 2004
 I'm coming to the realization, that it could take years to get past the loss of trust I experienced in the last couple years, with a girl. How can you ever completely have faith in another person, after something like that happens? I don't know, although I can imagine years might help. It's odd when I think I want to talk to someone. Then, when I get the chance, I can hardly think what to say to her. It's not so much that I have something particularly to say to her. Just that I want to talk with her. You know? Like, she's cute, and you wonder what she's like. Plus you just want to talk with her. But then, ahhhhhh, what to say! Conversations off the top of my head with girls I barely know, has never been one of my strong suites. Wish it was......... The way it plays out is, she basically has to be an all-star at that sort of thing, or it never gets off the ground. |
