Relaxed Feeling Good
OK, this morning I had my longest conversation ever, with a cute, tiny woman, who I've known just barely, for a while (and who's now positioned quite near me..) Then, a couple hours later, I found myself on a walk with another woman, who I've thought might be nice to walk with some time (ha, well, she's nice to *talk* with...she walks a bit fast for me though!) The subtle turn of events for the better started yesterday, when I got an unexpected (and nicely cc'd in my organization) letter of recognition from someone we care about.... Hmm, normally, I might be over-the-top happy. I'm not though. Just sort of relaxed feeling good....
posted by Matthew at 2/12/2004 01:14:00 PM

 
Just had a funny thought..... I guess it's just about time for another failed *real* relationship.
posted by Matthew at 2/10/2004 01:53:00 PM

 
"Life Shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage." (Anais Nin)

Life certainly shrinks and expands at different times. Is that really a key factor? I'm not sure.
posted by Matthew at 2/10/2004 12:41:00 PM

 
This is my general mood right now. It's a good thing these things don't last very long:

"You will often be prone to fear, imaginary terrors. You will treat everything like a tragedy."

They over dramatize things...
posted by Matthew at 2/10/2004 07:26:00 AM

 
Sure wish L. were there right now..... I don't think I will ever understand why these things don't work out.... Just right now, I wish.....
posted by Matthew at 2/09/2004 07:33:00 PM

 
Sometimes, I really wish L. and I could have kept it going...
posted by Matthew at 2/09/2004 11:12:00 AM