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Tuesday, September 09, 2003
Disillusioned Then you start to believe in nothing, that is, nothing good and lasting about relationships. "At last, this will last! It may not be everything, but it's really good in many ways." Think again. Don't believe it. Is that the lesson one is to learn? Those years were a waste? Tossed away. A good part of why you felt so good, was that *this one* had lasted. Then, it's just over? What an awful, horrible, sad and disappointing end. {Edit: I ran into the same young dirty blondish woman who reminds me a lot of my friend of years, this morning. Wow, even her unusual voice. To charm you without really trying... So close, and yet, most likely so far for me. Plus I'm way too tired to function. Ugh, can those things affect one's perception of reality so sharply?} So It Seems Life seems so much more lively. Fuller, better, full of hope and wonder...So it seems, when one "finds" Mr. Right (in her case) or the Girl of My Dreams (in mine.) At least for a while, everything just seems better. As if you are waking up to life, finally. "Yeah, this is how it is supposed to be! I never even knew this type of life existed!" It's more than being in love. It's being in love with the person of your dreams, who is in turn, in love with you. Until, you figure out she is more of a woman than a girl, and wonder what happened. Or, she decides you're not so Mr. Right after all. Why does it ever have to end, that feeling? Compatibility Hmm, another site which purports to show compatibility... Interesting. The woman I spent more time with than any other in my life, shows a strong compatibility with me. Another woman, who at one time I thought saw as I did, is supposedly incredibly compatible with me. As high as it gets. Yeah, maybe too high. A person can take that ease for granted. Until it's gone. Sunday, September 07, 2003
Oh Yes.... Yes, K.C White. Another album just broken open just now.... In this case, some primo stuff. The sort of reggae LP I'd put on as an example of what I'm into reggae for. Oh Lord. Some of the better reggae players ever. Try A Little Happiness. Sure, as an import on a not too common label, this LP was more than the average... Wow, this time...Riddim, vocals, harmonies. So true, so warm and cool. (One of the countless LP's which give lie to the thought that only singles will yield priceless reggae.) I suppose, if one were willing to forego thousands and thousands of incredible cuts, one could stick with the limited realm of reggae singles only... ;-)) "You've just got to be in love, to behave like me... You've just got to be in love, to be hurt like me." You Can't Be Happy - K. C. White "Oh, you never knew what I missed, Until I kissed you (Uh huh.) Oh, you've got a way about you, I can't live without you. Oh, you never knew what I missed, Until I kissed you (Uh huh.) Oh, your arms are tender, Why, oh why I surrender..." 'Till I Kiss You - Nana McClean Missing "I'm still missing your love, after all this time...." Just pulled out an LP I'd never broken the seal on yet, until just now. High Times, Sounds Of The 90's. A Jamacain LP, & High Times production.. Missing Your Love - Frankie Paul. Still have some LPs around here, I'd bought in one of my flurries, which I've never played yet. Kind of fun.... A girl's love can be so sweet, and so fickle. Especially if she turns into a woman, and turns her back on the sweet girl she proved she could be. What a waste. God, I love music. |
