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Friday, May 31, 2002
Far Profiles I just happened upon a far off dating service.. Ha... Their questions are a little *different*.. Eye-sight: Complexion: Am I a virgin?: It's even further than the East Coast, fun reading though. Close I came really close to asking that one to lunch or something... Not quite - I was really tired, and was only at work a little while, and, busy, and.... I might have if I had just a little more time. That was really nice though, I have to remember that.... I'm so out of practice... Don't I Know You? What a corny pick up line!! Actually, I liked it though. I mean, a woman at work whose last day is today, just said that to me. I was kind of wanting to meet her. Except, what is one supposed to say then? Oh man, I need to learn to *be picked up.* Sure it's fun when you might be willing to be picked up (or even if you are not available) when someone wants to pick you up... But if you are thinking you want to get to know that person too, you have to at least allow them to be successful! I think there's a talent in that, too. Thursday, May 30, 2002
This One's Scary "You will be very attracted by someone with a very strong personality. You will tend to lose your own identity with this person, to forget who you are." That can happen. Or, you can injure or be injured by someone else falling into this, or some other negative pattern.. You know they've gone wrong, but you really have no control.. Like a drunk who hangs himself...Try as you might, he's still going to hang himself... Although, I'd keep trying to help my friend if he or she was falling away from the fantastic person you knew... You know how very cool and neat they can be, and you want to see that again. It may be gone forever though, lost to an illusion, the flash in the pan, the credentials, the lesser. Why do some of the best things, just slip away, for no good reason? For nothing. Another Dimension I'm thinking of a relationship which may have been stronger if we had been in person instead... This realm is just limited. Some of one's most interesting and appealing aspects may not even be apparent, in this limited dimension. Chinese Compatibility "She views his irreproachable loyalty toward any woman with whom he is involved and his tendency to idolize her as precious boosts to her own inflated ego." - Of a potential match... Yes, **some** girls really appreciate that. Or, of another, of which this was obvious to me, though this apparently escaped her in time, sadly: "A partnership which has many chances of success." Of course it never really had a chance of fullfillment, the timing was off. Only half a relationship - which was better than some whole ones. My Own Species I was talking with my favorite person who calls me, when she remarked, "You're your own species!" One of the nicest things anyone has ever said to me, and one of the oddest too. Wednesday, May 29, 2002
Love I sort of love little quotes and sayings...like this one: "It's been said that, "Love makes time pass, and time makes love pass."" Tuesday, May 28, 2002
Dell Reversal! Ha, well it worked. I wrote a nasty note to Dell over the weekend from my parents' PC, in their behalf, in which I pretended to be them.. Ha! I had written, in part, in my Dad's name "I am wishing my son had recommended another PC seller" .... Well, I imagined they might be thinking that! Anyway, they heard back today, and their missing XP is **now** in the que and expected to ship June 3 from Dell. I'm usually not good with those sorts of things, because I get too angry.. I guess controlled anger can help though. Yeah!! Compatibility It seems that usually when I look up anyone I am or was interested in, and check their compatibility in a relationship with me, I pretty much always get sexual, passionate, compatibility. Yeah, that makes sense. My love life, every girlfriend, hasn't really had a problem in sexual compatibility. If only the rest of a relationship was so easy. Hey, it's something! That's good for affairs, and short romances. (Although sometimes they've lasted longer, even much longer...) These are the sorts of descriptions I get: "Pure sexual attraction will unite the couple." "Great physical passion." I wonder if that's partly because I choose women who I feel some passionate connection with? Or, there's mutual physical attraction: "A great physical attraction will unite the couple, but these relationships are not healthy." "An uncontrollable great passion which might be a nuisance, as it totally lacks thought or control." It's uncontrollable, alright! Monday, May 27, 2002
Fine Selection The selection of unencumbered young women is excellent! There are really some fine choices out there... The thing is, it's a little like searching for really cool, hard to find records. You never know quite what you'll find, but when you do, you'll be pleasantly surprised.. And at the same time, you *knew* you'd find something really cool. Something no one else will ever find, because you did, and you were smart enough to recognize it. They're there, and they're rare, although if you really look, there's a fine selection.. Almost Famous  I just finished watching "Almost Famous".. very good, and it left me feeling really sad. Crying out, the phone rang... The sweetest girl made me feel a lot better.... I love her so much. She's like my own personal little angel.. A light in my life. Mmmm, I'm next in line for the Venus Beauty Salon, if the person before me ever returns it! I'm looking forward to seeing Audrey Tautou in another role. (besides just short clips elsewhere) besides in "Amelie"... Smile Smile! I was laying in bed this morning, thinking about how things seem different when you smile. Actually, I'd awoken earlier than I really wanted to.. I was thinking about how I wanted to sleep more, and started worrying about this and that. Then, I thought, "it's funny how you tend to feel better when you smile." So, I smiled! I went back to sleep, and had a couple adventurous dreams over the next three hours, and I feel a lot better for it.. It works, smile! :-) If you lose it, find it again, you'll feel better suddenly. Sunday, May 26, 2002
For Monday... I like horoscopes.. I learn some things, about myself and others. It's not BS!! Not totally. I just wish I knew as much always, as I do now, about myself, and others who come into my life. It's good to live with some clues, some pointers... I like this, for Monday, "Maybe you will feel a little lonely or shy, hiding your feelings away, but this is only a two day wonder so it is nothing to worry about. Just enjoy your own company." Ha, I tend to enjoy my own company a lot! More and more, actually. It's cool when you enjoy being with yourself. Ballpark Mood? Now, how am I going to ever get myself in the mood for the ballpark this afternoon.. I have those tickets in my pocket. I have plans... Oh, I've booked too many things into this one long weekend! I long for that lazy Friday morning again... Now *that* was nice.... Beach Boys Dreams Driving south on beautifully sunny Friday afternoon, I was listening to a Beach Boys CDR I had made up from various BB CDs and boots, a few years back... I thought of my old friend Laura, and all the great times we shared talking about, and feeling the Beach Boys (and life generally) over the last few years.. No one else seemed to feel them quite the way we have.. Laura's gone to The Band mostly now. I've gone to exploring lots of good, some great music, which I enjoy a lot.. We've sort of lost touch, but my Beach Boys girl has given me lots of good times... I think she was all of 26 when we met? Time flies! |
