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Saturday, March 02, 2002
Additions Sure, there are ways I'd add to this person's life.. I know life could be fuller, and probably will be, when the time is right. It's certainly not half bad at this moment though. Oneself I was just reading something someone wrote, and thinking to myself, "wow, I never would have done that. That was pretty foolish, actually quite embarrassing." I really would rather not be anyone except myself. As always. Thursday, February 28, 2002
Limited Time Offer I was just thinking how in life there are limited time offers. You either act on them, or if not, most likely someone else will. Now, this really doesn't work all that hot with my nature.. I'm more like, "Yes, this might be a good idea.." Six months later I might still be considering it. Action??? Luckily, like all limited time offers, other ones come up later. Sure, *that* one is limited, but others preceded it and others will follow. Wednesday, February 27, 2002
He Smiles, She Smiles Ishii's charming when he flies, too. Just look at that smile! :-) Nomo keeps smiling too, I don't know what to think...It's fun to think about Sarah Hughes sometimes. :-) I love her attitude. Sushi!! Well, with two Japanese pitchers, Nomo and Ishii, and possibly 4 Japan-born players this year, the Dodgers are thinking of adding Sushi at Dodger Stadium! I think I'll have a spicy dog, if they've got those this year... Year Around Planning Thinking ahead, Florida each March seems like an easy choice. Dodger Spring Training! :-) The rest of the year gets complicated though. I can see blocks of time in the LA area, for Dodger home stands.. Find a nice rental on the beach... Also, blocks of time in Europe, at least a month, and better longer, at a time. The problem is, the best time to go to Europe is also during the baseball season, and additionally, it's also the best time to be in Oregon, sunny and green... Where to winter though? I'm still thinking it's OK to feel the winter... Maybe a mountain cabin here someplace? No Music I'm starting to get back to a more normal place for me, but still, I can't listen to music... Hmm, I don't know, I need to cut loose or something.. There just isn't that much time for it working six days and with other things cropping up left and right. Oh, how I crave days and days with no responsibilities. Total freedom. Looking In My confidence in marriage, and those sorts of relationships generally, has really declined. Relationship=scary. I suppose one really has to compare the risks of engaging in a relationship, with the risks of not doing so... It just seems that when I look around, now I see bad relationships, broken relationships, and sometimes, deceptively almost good looking relationships. How can I know if any of them are really good though? Actually I do think some are good. I think some are probably great. I think I may even know one or two people who are in those sorts of relationships... Somehow I get the feeling, that over time, those are the exceptions to the rule though... Is a not so good relationship better than none? What about a pretty good one? How much time, or effort, or patience, should one devote to finding and holding onto a really, really good one? How many test drives can one stand, along the way to finding that? Monday, February 25, 2002
Proof "Happiness has many roots, but none more important than security." - E.R. Stettinius My legs hurt.... Elvis Presley was a big influence on Eric Burden of the Animals... Proof liquor is measured differently in different countries. 80 proof in England is stronger than 80 proof in the U.S.... Trying to get beyond this mood, but not really expecting to. |
